low carbin

Yup I started yesterday. I have done it before but only lasted a week. its hard when you have no support. Jon tries but come on lets face it when you can eat an entire pack of reeses mmmm reeses followed by a 2 liter of Dr.Pepper and wash it down with half a pizza and not gain an ounce you really cant be much support! So after a week of living alone in my diet world I caved and welcomed bread, pasta and sweets back into my life with open arms and they brought the 7 lbs I lost that week back with them =/ luckily I didnt gain anymore of their friends but they stayed around for a while. Until now. Im tired of being fat and feeling sorry for myself for being fat and to make myself feel better I bake and then after I bake I eat it too [gotta test it out for the kids right?] but Im tired of it so Saturday I told myself if im not gonna get my butt up to exercise Im gonna start a "diet" [though Im trying to make it a lifestyle more than a diet] so I was gonna start on Sunday but Sunday about noon Jon decided he wanted to go somewhere and that somewhere involved stopping and getting a pizza. Im not frugal but I would rather waste money on something more fun than food so I went ahead and just ate pizza with them and thought I would start my diet on Monday. Monday rolled around and there I was low carbin and have been doing great since [aside form slipping up last night and snatching a few small potato wedges off the serving plate] Today I have been doing even better but Im reading some books [I LOVE reading] its the Stephanie Plus Series but Janet Evanovich and they are great books but they talk of food ALOT and since Im not "allowed" the things they talk about it made it worse reading about them. Im on the last one and boy in 10 minutes tops she talks about a chocolate chip cookie, ice cream, cereal, a chicken sandwich and doughnuts so since its day two its a bit harder on me but I managed [luckily theres no doughbuts in the house or I dont know how lucky I would have been.] and tankfully I have friends [over the internet friends but friends just the same] who are supporting me and even a few are doing it with me =) [like one friend named Angela has been doing it for 2 months and lost 24[ish] pounds so shes a real inspiration to me. So heres to hoping.